Here And There

Here and There

At this moment

Here and There

Every week for me

All the way from Cheras

To Kota Kemuning

Lord, at this moment

I’m Here and There

 

Hustling and Bustling from one place to another. My wardrobe have been a mobile one since this month.

My toiletries and accessories have also gone on the move with me. It feels strange to be moving and not being home so often.

But it’s an interesting and challenging journey.

I miss home when the weekend comes and then when the weekend ends I miss my new Home at K.K

 

Thanks KK-rians for your friendship

Miss you guys for now!!!

see you all soon!!!!

Deep Thoughts

I was just thinking deeper …

What if I was told my life here on earth would be but a brief span? What would I do now?

How would I live every moment?

I guess, I will live like I never hated a single soul.

I wouldn’t fail to lift another person up even I have no ounce of strength left.

I would make sure I nurse a sick person the best I could if I was feeling weak myself

I would cheer up another person even if I felt like crying that moment

I would feed another hungry soul even if I felt total emptiness

I would give another person the support she needed even if I wished all my life for someone’s support

I would be your best friend even if I have lost many

I would give my all to ease your hurt and pain, wipe that tear, calm your fears and anxiousness, cheer you on, pray with you, even if in my lifetime no one ever did that to me

I would  look into the eye of every soul I meet in college and church and silently thank God for bringing you into my life

No matter what I’ve been through, you’ll never fail to have my smile

 

What counts that moment in time is not what others have done or what I’ve been through

but all that matters is

 the joy,  fulfillment and the comfort of knowing you have lived life being that Someone to others.

 

Depressing as it may sound but its a humble reality of life

I’m trying to accomplish these things.

What Were My Holidays Like?

Okay…. This is how the holiday started..

The first week went by like this:~

DAY 1&2

UPHILL… Naik Bukit Genting With BCM Gals just for one night…. we ate, played, prayed, ate more, watch wayang, bump each other, and **cuddle** in one room.

 

DAY 3

Leon came back from Spore by plane..after Lionel fetch him and his female fren, Ai Min from air port, they came to my house to pick me up for a whole day of outing…. PHEW!! actually it was an outing to satisfy Leon and his singaporian friend’s food craving. Thank God I live in Msia… Yumm Yumm!

So first stop was Dim Sum.. Leon Paid.. whoo-hoo… Second was KFC @ Curve, then back to Kota Kemuning for homecook dinner… supper was with BCM fellas, Danny, Victor Lee and Girlfren, Jon Koo, Lionel, Me, Leon and Ai Min.

Day 4

Mid val with Ps. Ooi Lin’s family til lunch den headed to Leon’s dentist for his surgery, but good for him, the surgery was not done and it was postponed again. So headed off to Tesco for shopping with the whole family…. shop till you drop…..good thing none off us drop..LOL…

well.. oh ya.. that night we had a show “run fat boy run”… Aft that lionel, leon and ai min slept over at my house so that the next day we did not have to wake up so early to visit Miracle (Leon’s Kai Lui) at Sg. Long.

Day 5

Miracle House… see miracle… den Went to Klang to pick stuffs up …….

Dinner was great!!!! we went for Korean Barbeque with Painted Picture Band and then went over to one of the band member’s house to play Nintendo V.. wakakkakakaka cool… we played boxing, golf and tennis.. it was fun to see the silly expressions of everyone.

 tap-tap-tap with Leon’s IPhone

 Korean Barbecue~Look at the Meat… YUM YUM

 Virtual Boxing with Lionel on Nintendo

Then came the weekend back to church and work……

SUNDAY.. ARGHHH WOKE UP WITH A RED EYE on the right eye… sighs down with sore eye……

Week two was stressful yet the happenings in the week did bring some relief :~

Monday I tried to get enough rest for the family dinner in the evening but eyes did not really cooperate much.. it watered and watered….

Wednesday was the day we went to Cyberview Lodge to check out the place….YEAH!! finally prayer answered. He provided us an award winning garden… Truly he gives and takes away all for a better plan!! 

Thursday, shopping for dresses with the Kay Renn, Yuli, Wai Chi, and Eang Bee…..YEAH YEAH!! Double blessing cos’ now I don’t have to worry about their dresses! Another Big Relief

ooooh but Friday came and eyes hurt even more. Went to doc again for a change of medication cos’ the first medication did not seem to work very well.. sighs..

Saturday, woke up.. *gasp*GOSH. BOTH EYES were red.. the virus must have spread in the night to the left eye.

And Sunday came, swollen, extremely painful and teary. My already small eyes looked even smaller now. NO!!! Then after the service, one of my member who also had sore eyes said he dripped the eye drop every hour and it helped his eyes clear faster. So I decided to be my own doc and started dripping the drops every hour …… GUESS WHAT!!!???

I could sit up the whole afternoon and finisg my assignment without the slightest pain or teary eyes. And best of all the swelling went down, pain got tremendously lesser, and my eyes came back to its normal size..

 

How would I evaluate the holidays????!!????!!

 It was everything but DULL

Yup Thats Bout It!!

Family Breaker

Dear Parents,

Value your kids,

No matter their mistakes 

They are yours Given to you by God

They may seem dissapointing at times

But they’re the best gift

That even Jesus never forbids them

He hugs them and love them

And he’s telling you the same

Love them just as they are

Don’t compare them to others

For each of your gift is unique, special

And one of its kind

 

If you value others more than the gift you have

You will loose your very own gift

Your gift will look right into your eyes

But to only see you looking at the kid next door

Your gift will have no choice

But to seek another strong arms

Another looking eyes

Another hearing ears

Another person to call mommy’

Maybe Another mommy who also had stopped looking at her own gift

 

Ironic or weird you may find these words

But it’s nothing but a reality

If I were the kid and mommy is only concern of another’s kid

It would have hurt so much

It would make me wanna tell that other kid

“where’s ur mommy?” “Stop Stealing My Mommy”

 

No longer daddy’s girl

No longer the pride of the family

But Someone else

Someone alien

Someone outside

Has taken over my place

 

Dear Parents,

Don’t see your family break

By Stop Being a FAMILY BREAKER!!

 

Start by cherishing your gift

Hold on

Work through with them

Walk with them through their ups and downs

Stand by their side no matter what

 And when another mommy’s looking eyes is hunting them out

Your gift will see but not be moved because “My Very Own Mommy Loves Me”

Mommy may not be the best

But she never stop triying of gave up being MY MOMMY

If Only Someone Could Hear Me

EVERYDAY…

the words haunt me

makes me confused, discouraged, alone and outcast

Evryday I question myself about the accusations and the remarks against me

I really don’t understand why

Why would someone, who is least expected to do such thing, does this to me

Why would he hold such contempt against me

Why would he gather forces against me

Even when I have nothing against them

Why can’t he walk his talk

I Really Don’t Know

I wish I could ask him or someone why

But I don’t seem to be able to find anyone who has the answers

Dear God Please Bring Justice & Turn The Tide

I’m At The Breaking Point

At home yet not

 

P/S :Thanks Lionel for being there

And Now He’s Gone

 

He was there at the start,

Used to be there

But now he’s gone.

I see his image but he’s not there

only God knows why.

 

I wish he comes back home

Are They? or Are They Not?

Given?…Yes. Given Much.

Shared?…Yes. Shared everythg GOOD even to the point of sharing with them my BEST part of life.

Helped?…Yes. Helped them when ever I it comes to my knowledge that they are down or needed me.

Friendly? Never see when I have not been

 

WHAT’S WRONG THEN? IS IT WITH ME OR THEM? WHAT DIFFERS ME FROM THEM?

We’re of the same color, same gene maybe the only difference is the gap of years………

well..I cant live up to every single person’s expectations. I am who I am. Yes it upsets me in certain ways but what DOESNT KILL WILL MAKE ME STRONGER.

I’ve lived through these kinds of storms many times. But here it comes again. I DREAD but I’ll have to battle it the way i always do!!

 

As I battle the question will always remain  “Are They? or Are They Not?”

Storm Clouds Approaching..The Question Lurks.... But Still I Will Rise Above the Storms

Mama, Is What I Call Her

My Mama will be entering her first year of the first half of a century, TOMORROW!!

At 51, she’s still young, healthy, strong, SLIM, and SERVING GOD!

For her special day, I bought her the most expensive present I ever bought for ANYONE in my ENTIRE LIFE…. (bangganya)

I bought her a pair of white gold with rose gold earrings from Wah Chan which costs me a bomb but within my budget! The earrings is in the shape of a rose, the outer petals are made of white gold and the inner petals are made of rose gold. I’m glad i’m able to afford a good gift for her!

Hope she’ll like it…….

Happy 51st Birtday Mama!

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