In Memory Of The Roses

Friends can be the roses in your life. They prick you but like steel toughen steel, the pricks are not meant to hurt. They are the aroma that frangrant life.

This post is in loving memory of 3 beautiful roses in my life that has now flown away with the breeze of life.

 

3 Years Ago,

I remember her. I remember her looks and her charity-lookalike traits and personality. I remember the days when we pulled the stupid-dest trick, the silliest noise, the craziest stunts and all the whackiest things you cannot even imagine.

But they are just memory, because she is now gone.

To the memories of her, I will forever say, the days we had, I’ll cherish forever.

I wished she knew the truth before she left.

Girl, I’ll forever miss you!!!

 

 

3 and a half years ago,

I mourn for your departure. I question myself why and how could it happen.

How could it happen to someone as lovely and charming as you?

The answer came faintly in the memories I had with you. It was love that you had to leave

Thanks for your love!

I appreciate the bravery, your outgoing spirit, your never-say-die spirit

I appreciate every second spent, the care and concern despite the odds

Most of all thanks for the final decision you made!

I bid thee farewell, dear friend…

 

 

Today,

The news dawned on me, I lost another rose. The last rose has now faded.

But the memories of you are still very much alive.

It warms my heart to think of the special frienship moments we had

How you were so clumsy, so weird, so funny too

How you choose me my first eau d toilette…. (my darl loves the fragrance till today. Thanks!)

How you drag me along for functions that made you sweat..LOL

You were like “a family” to me.

But why why do you have to fade away?

Our times was like a symphony….. but

how I wished I knew your last thoughts….

How I wished I could hear from you one last word.

You left it as the unfinished symphony….

Goodbye…….I bid with a heavy heart.

 

In memory of these souls, I will not post any post for the next two week. As a homage for their memories. They may not be with us any longer but memories still live on, for that I will still say in their honor, Thank You Very Much! and I deeply miss you all. Goodbye with much sadness.

The Pieces

A stone hits the glass panel

……..It shatters……..

 

Suddenly what seems to be an ordinary glass pane

Now becomes a frightening sight

The lines and cracks on the glass pane look artistically eerie

The lines of the cracks defines clearly the pain

Each thin crack lines cries out a faint cry of lost

Uncertainty lurks at this vulnerable piece of glass

No one knows what will happen next

No one knows if this piece would hold another storm

or another gust of wind

No one knows the impact of a shatter 

 

Sometimes the pieces can be mended

But sometimes they’ll just remain as

THE PIECES

Seasons of Serenity

Serenity cries out loud from this portrait,

We dream and wish our days would be such a paradise,

Where no storm clouds rise,

Where blue sea rolls with serenity,

Where crystal white waves crashes against the secure rocks at bay,

Oh what an Eden to just live at the bay of such serenity.

 

I do not doubt neither will I deny this feeling,

But I have discover that seasons of serenity is everywhere around us,

I did not realize this till I found myself in the darkest nights,

Then like a little glimmer, I saw a faint light,

A faint light of hope, upon which I fixed my eyes on,

Like a sailor lost in the open sea, fixing his eyes on the ray from a lighthouse,

The massive darkness is drown by that little ray of light,

Serenity calmed my fears and I could see that day will soon break into the night sky,

Hope built courage to battle through the storm,

Each time I managed to rise when the waves crashed over me,

I’m humbled that the Rock of Ages was always my solid rock on wish I stand,

I guess, with that Glimmer of  LIGHT, each day, each life’s journey, no matter what the season,

It’s still the Season of Serenity.

Tears

Its all their expectations

all their hopes & dreams

and I could not live that out.

 

Speaking out is not the answer

trying to help isn’t too

all i did made things worst

 

Now i’m back at square one

with a throbbin pain in my head

and a sprain in my neck.

 

Whats wrong?

God??!!

Where now? What now? and Why?

I’m helpless, weak, afraid, confused whether i’m right or wrong, i’m lost…………

I know not what and how else to pray…

This is all i can only do

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Never Good Enough?

Questions about this STATEMENT: “YOU ARE NOT GOOD ENOUGH”

1. How can i become good enough after all i tried?
2. Why is it do they always use these statement to stop me from doing something?
3. Is this somekind of tactic to try push me further?

4. or AM I just not good enough??

Confused….confused…confused……… makes me go ARGHHHHHH!!!!!

STRESS-FULL man!!

hmm….. may be this is good:-

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Have You Ever Felt …..

Frustrated

 

 

 Tear drops as you tried to swallow back the lump in your throat

 

 Rejected no matter how much you tried to prove something about yourself

 

Forced to shut up. Your voice is not wanted

Lost and Lonely in a crowd

 

These are real feelings HUMANs have… what will you do when you go through these feelings? Or what will you do if someone else is going through this?

 

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